Sunshine and Bagels -- The Little Miss Thinks

gotta be honest, im only accessing internet so much right now cuz im bogarting the computer in the study lounge. loll. i wrote a journal entry that i was gonna post but i havent had time and im much too lazy to go get it. well... in all honesty? don't really know what im doing here in korea... hahahaha. goes to show you, lost kid in america is still a lost kid in s. korea. im kind of disappointed because i really wanted to volunteer at the hospital with sick children... turns out i can't cuz of a class conflict... but stilll. oh wells. instead, i signed up to volunteer at a childhood center. the only thing that kinda makes me er... is that im volunteering by myself in a designated time slot instead of with other students (it'd be nicer cuz then i could make a friend, lolll). but i like working with children, so yah... crossed fingers they are nice? okay, 10 minutes till class registration. i can do this. loll. what else to write about???? i fbed and emailed and i th...

Watched For Colored Girls (2010) in class today... What a beautifully touching, poetic film. Now I really want to read the book. Went to AsiaSF with my classmates after class.... Suchhhhhh an amazing, hilarious chill place. Kind of pricey but definitely an experience. The women are soooooo gorgeous. The owner was such a sweetheart and complimented me to boot: "You know she's going to be rich, is smart, and is a virgin." Lol! Can't wait till I can go again and to the club too. *** It's crazy how fast time flies. Summer session ends on Thursday... On Friday, I have a doctor's appointment and then I need to pick up my visa and then I'm off to Washington from the 13th till the 20th. Then I leave on the 22nd for Seoul. Yeeeeeeeee!!!!!! How do I feel? I'm not really sure, haha. I'm stressed, nervous, excited, worried, crazy? So far my to-do list: -Medicine (aka inhalers) and doctor's note on Friday -Visa pick up on Friday -31inch luggage -netboo...

I had a good day today, I would say.... except for one minor moment... but we'll get to that. Woke up early, went to Minor Hall, ordered my glasses, got a subway sandwich and some coffee. And then... I spilled my baggy of cereal (Trix to be exact) all over during lecture. My professor stopped lecturing and the entire class turned to stare at me... aishhhh, so embarrassing. But the day gradually got better. An okay lunch at King Dong, free ribs dinner plate at Ikea, and a free screening of Friends With Benefit (which was good, but not i-love-it-so-much-ill-pay-to-watch-it-good). Janice and I even left in time to catch the F. Wheee. An overall good day, one would say ____ And now for my daily mopey-dope. I was struck by the fact that I've lost passion. I wish I had something that I was determined and that set me on a path... some inspiration or something. Oh wells, life is a journey and I am but an explorer, constantly searching and searching. I even contemplated wr...

I come to you today, a changed woman. I had a revelation at work today -- finally had that "OMGAH, WTFFFF?!" moment while I looked at my calves. It's super disappointing and sad. But it's okay. My revelation has changed me. I shall be inspired and begin. Minimum 30 minute runs daily and reduce my food intake. Eat healthier. I will try try try. I wanna look good when I go to Korea goshdangit.

I guess all you need to be happy is perspective. Re-reading my last post, i sound like a super emur child, but i'm not really. loll. i'm just super emotional sometimes, haha. anyways, i had me a good time today. PsychoDonuts, Boiling Crab, and bowling. Even if I didn't get to try a donut, iz okay, I will save that adventure for next time :) on a side note, I feel like a giant. LOL. iz okay, note to self: stand for pics; wear makeup. lol. ummm, that's all for today :)

I shall start from the beginning again. Clean mind, clean slate. "To choose life is to choose to forgive.... Just shake that weight off and you'll be ready to fly." ~ The world keeps moving, even if I don't. So I can only push through and continue on. I just want to breathe. That weight that seems to press on my chest, only seems to get stronger overtime.

Oh young Xuemin, why is your voice so loud, When you talk, my ears ring for days. Your voice carries in the wings of the library, just as the stench of your gas did, that one winter night. If you can't handle my fart, you can't handle my heart, you told me as your smell overwhelmed... my senses, and my lungs burst... for fresh air. Truly, truly, I cannot handle your heart. I would rather, be able to breathe. In another life, I too, will be a gas monster like you. Only then, can we join as one.